Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Peace before the rush

I woke up to the sounds of the puppy whining...and the wind chimes ringing in the gentle wind. Took her ito the restroom with me, hoping that would be enough for her. No. As soon as she went back into her crate, she made it known she had other plans. At 4 a.m.


So out we went, quietly sneaking down the hallway so as to not awaken anyone else. I tried not to make any noise opening the door, but the screen door has that proverbial squeeeek...


So dark...so quiet. As I put the puppy down on the porch, I thought "the winds have finally died down." and just about that time I heard it. The soft sound of a gentle rain. Living on a busy street, that's not a sound I'm real familiar with, at least at home. It sounded so peaceful...the air smelled so clean and fresh.


The pup ran spun around in a circle a few times, trying to figure out what was going on, looking for a place to hold still for a few seconds. Finally she finished and ran, ears flopping, back to the porch and the safety and warmth of my arms. Drying her with a shirt I'd grabbed, I glanced up to the sky and saw a bright star, only one, peeking through the rain clouds. It was serene.


We stood for a couple of minutes, just listening...and inhaling the smell of the wet. Felt a shiver from the puppy...time to go in. Now, as I type this, the traffic is starting...the peace is gone. And the puppy is snoring. I should be.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Reasons

I'm not sure why I think anyone would be interested, so it's more for me. Maybe something good will come of it all...or maybe not. Either way, here goes....

Today is Saturday, April 24 2010. Monday is giong to be "escape day"; I'm going to the beach to decompress. Sometimes life gets to be too much to deal with in a sane way.

Daniel and Casey are on my nerves too hard; dealing with Jimmy and his dramas are too much; add the pressure of no job, no prospects...

I'm going to change my life...somehow. I know what I want...good health, hot body, good job, mark...but how do I go about it all? It begins Monday...